School is becoming a boring chore.
I get bored easily these days. restless! tempremental.
i had lectures from mom and dad since last night.
gosh! my results ARE shitty! but its over! face it!
No point crying over spilt milk.
i just feel like skipping school tomorrow.
i dont see the purpose of going school.
no motivation! SCHOOL SUCK!
we malays just realised that the school canteen is NOT halal except for the 2 stalls.
WHAT THE FUCK!
so this whole week i ate outside school during break.
okay enough about school!
moving on....

to my dearest girls~!!!!
YES! I REALISED THAT CUTE GUYS ARE GETTING EXTINCT.
either they are unavailabe or theres scarcity.
haha.. the demand is forever increasing but the supply is just not there!
hahaha. how????? i still havent plan out my birthday you noe.
AND THATS not EXCITING!

some guys are just getting on my nerves.fucking annoying that i think they should get a life.
im not being choosy here, okay maybe a little!
but fucking annoying guys ARE NEVER IN MY LIST.
so i decided to shut him up by telling him im lesbian.
haha. it worked well!!! *bravo!!*
at least he's off my back.
these are what you call group L guys! (L= loser)

another group would be group M guys! (M= motherfucker)
whom apparently thinks that he HAVE to get what he wants in order to be fair.
apparently, fairness is a virtue in his life. BUT FOR THE WRONG REASONS!
these are another group of boys whom are just asses! and
they get me aggitated EVERYTIME when i see their name appearing on my screen!

See, with such group of guys existing in my life,
i feel like a total loser! which brings back the topic on homosexuals.
haha. NOW! i perfectly understand why some hot bitches are either homosexuals or Bisexuals.
because! the guys are just such trun off! and soo phathetic?!
NOt that im judging these poor boys tooo much!
but im just sick of these kind of people.
Which brings down to EMPHASIZE the reason why im still single.

I maybe choosy! but hey!!!
i dont wanna Bastard another innocent kid anymore!
i'd rather bastard an asshole!
at least they wont suffer so much of the emotional hitches.
hahaha....
i guess! i shall be happy with what i've got. haha.
i'd rather go back to my past. at least its much more fun.
Karma is occuring badly! and i cant stand it.
the only way to fight karma is to to the reverse direction.
WHICH IS APPARENTLY USELESS!

So yeah! i give up! haha. AinR if you still wanna continue your hot bdae thingy.
then i suggest you scrap it off or! you get one fucking hot guy that we all can have fun with!
haha.

well i guess chemistry between us is short term
people change from bad to worst!
people change from enemies to hypocrites!
people change from bestfriends to hypocrites!
people change from i hate you! to i miss you!
people will come to you when they are alone, and leave you when they found their partners.
people will do anything! i repeat! ANYTHING to just survive
even if it means! to lie to their surroundings.
haha. like how its happening around me.
im living in frotified changes, but im still surviving it.
not that i CAN do anything about it,
i shall just go with the flow!
and be the greatest liar of my own kind.
but hey!!! look at the bright side!
at least we dont okay maybe they do! but i dont!
haha. at least i dont care about my surroundings!
and these dunderheads wont even know if your plastic.
they will all asume you're authentic. haha
ouh ya! which reminds me,
you?! you?! and you?! haha. you're just one of my touch and go buddies.
How pathethic can school kids be?
im sick of being the nice girl.
i shall revert back to the original state that i wa once in last year.
at least my life is WAY MUCH BETTER!