We had a conversation last night.
it was one of those many conversations we used to have when we were younger.
the conversation when we thought it was just friend2 thing.
The conversation that i never fail to get bored.
I miss his sweet talking, i miss the way he will always give in to me.
I miss the way he used to pamper me.
so were talking about how PHATHETHIC our life's are.
somehow we are in the same boat.

he's influenced by me.
we have this same way of talking.
he sounds like another me but the guy version.
he has this mindset like mine.
I dont know why.. haha. but!
I have influenced him hell alot. SOOO BITCHY larh now.

so he told me about our past.
he reminded me that
he ever saw me cry.
he ever heard me cry.
he ever saw me Fucking pissed.
he saw the bitchy side of me
he saw my tomboy days,
he saw me change.

he reminded me about how we 1st met.
it was cute.
we were talking about how we drifted for a short period of time.
where i hated h im like crazy. where he cant be bothered with me.
but the funny thing was,
It never lasted that long.. no matter what, he has a softspot in me.
then he reminded me, when he was disapointed with me.
at the point of time when he needed me the most i just hung up on him..
i felt really bad. I didnt know. after all that he'd done for me. Gosh!


Then after awhile he asked,
"Then how come we never even thought getting together?"
My answer was simple,
" i dont know, at that point of time it seemed impossible cause u know me too well that it would be weird."
come to think of it. i myself cant imagine us being together.

Then i went to school my classmate got attached to her BEST FRIEND.
i asked her. How was it possible? she just told me she knew him for 1 year already so it was fine.

But mine? i've known him since my kental age!
Sec 2 till now! oh my gosh.
Ouh well.
he's my newly crowned BESTFRIEND.
And i guess it will just remain that way. =)