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Sunday, April 29, 2007 2:21 PM
i didnt say you dont care anymore.i said, i cant be bothered to care about you anymore.
im not assuming nor was i accusing.
i dont care what they wanna say about me.
i dont care if they wanna bad mouth me
the fact that you dont realise where it went wrong is
soo not my problem no more.
Like i said, i dont care i really mean my words.
Yes i have to admit...
those memories were sweet.
those days we had ware superberb.
those days my girls taught u were my boyfriend
shows how close we were BEFORE.
but as time flies,
PEOPLE CHANGE
accepting reality i moved on.
i dont wish to be one of your dummies.
i've had enough of having such feelings.
i've told you before
what went wrong still?
cause it took me quite some time to realise.
sometimes you just dont listen.
yes sometimes you do but....
so we'll talk things out.
like what happened between me and her
i gave her a 2nd chance.
but the scar will remain.
theres no doubt about that
cause i believe everyone deserve a 2nd chance.
but the fact that there wasnt even any spark
to start the fire, its just funny.
Funny how things end up like this.
haha. i guess i have to be more alert of my surroundings.
i swear i didnt realise it had actually happened
until they start coming to me one by one.
asking what happened.
from my family members to my friends.
you know how weird it was?
not knowing that we had actually drifted
until after all this people made me think and realise
the shits that was happening.
dont think that you're the only one living in trauma
dont think that you're the only one faking all this shits
even if im faking it would you even notice? haha
you NEVER notice.
no matter when we're as close we were before
or when we've drifted.
i realised. many shits were uncovered.
now i seriously couldnt be bothered...
She told me,
"you should talk to her one on one
settle things..."
she told me to drop my ego and save the friendship we've built.
she said no matter how hurt she was of your reactions towards her
she'd rather suffer and not see us suffer our friendship.
not being naive of her statements.
i know she's genuine. i saw what shits she went through.
she's just like you. but at least she's facing reality
women! you're just plain weird.
it was funny how you asked me out for hard rock
am i surpose to assume that nothing happened?
am i surpose to mot feel hurt of the words you threw at me?
am i not awake yet?
gosh! this life of mine is getting funny and weird
im confused!!!
SAVE ME ANYONE?????!!!!!
im lost!
Last party i thought i could drown all the shits i've been through
i thought i just wanna have fun.
okay the fact that i did have fun! haha
maybe its not enough..
more PLEASE!
darling im sorry.. this month is just an awfull month.
next month will be clean okay?
