Okay monday night...
sighness...
tuesday morning....
shivered. frozze!
wednesday morning.. im on mc.
went to poly like crap!
i came in at 9 went out at 12 plus.. how?!
had 1 day mc.
THURSDAY went to school..
kids ask.."eh... you really sick uh?"
like duh?! voice was "sexy"
lisa got high on drugs.. overdoze!
ambulance came to school.... paramedic wa damn cute!
Went NUH. my fever built up...
FRIDAY morning
Sis said i vomitted. i couldnt remember,
went to doctor got 2 days mc.
haha. i swear i shld have just gone to my private doctor
if i knew this was getting serious.
doctor was arab! damn cute!
now. head is heavy!
i still had to entertain some shits.

Yesterday was the worst sick record ever.
friends come up to you not caring how your condition was.
but they just had to add some salt to the wound to spice everything up.
da larh. forget it... the both of you
forget it.. i dont wanna waste my effort on you guys anymore.
and ouh YOU?
the problem with you?
you ONLY come to me when there's nobody.
you ONLY come to me when there's problems.
you ALWAYS break your promises when it comes to me.
you say you dont have time waad ever fuck.
but you always have time for whoever you're with..
im not being petty or wahatever shit....
but as A GIRL...... i am sensitive over some issues..
but then.. i figured out... its your life... i dont wanna make such a big fuss out of it. so i let you do your crap.. and i do mine...
and yet! YOU BLAME IT ON ME....
ouh well... i get it.. LIFE IS UNFAIR.... its okay.
thats when i started the i cant be bothered with you anymore.
still not happy with it? then you see me in school when i have recovered.
LOOK FOR ME.. IM NOT GONNA COME TO YOU.
THIS IS YOUR ISSUE WITH ME. NOT MINE WITH YOU.
ouh.. remember to bring dy down also...
*smiles*

To my dearest RAHMAN!
IM SOOO SORRRY!!
HaPpY belated birthday!!!!!
im soo sorry.... i didnt mean to forget...
i was too sick to even remember the date.... im soo sorry...
thousand apologies darling. your present will come on MONDAY!
thats my promise to you!

LOVE!LOVE!