been quite busy lately
busy with school and school.
got ticked off by my home tutor for my degrading results.
he said, "what happened to you? i though you were the better few but you proved me wrong"
like what the hell larh! rabak per....
so it was my mistake, i had too much fun that i literally forgot about my exams.
haha. wake up call!
3 U's, B, D, S
haha. from a's and b's. hahaha. PADAN MUKA AKU!

Friend is getting engaged this saturday.
we met up and he was disturbed.
i asked him, "honestly, are you up for it?"
he shook his head. theres nothing he could do. he dont wanna dissapoint anyone of them.
he'd rather suffer in silence.
But *sigh*
whatever it is, the big day is tomorrow.
i wish him all the best and hope that their relationship will blossom with my sincere blessings.
though it may hurt to see him and her this way.
so near yet so far.
i feel their pain. i went through the same cycle before. and i totally understand.

She's leaving me.
now another close soul of mine is going to leave me.
im going to be stuck there again. haiz.
i cant be bothered to socialize any further. im just tired of this.

Boy is like me. the same exactly the same but perhaps a little more pampered.
tons of girlfriends around. made me a little uneasy.
not that i mind of course, but erk... to think that i was over-reacting the other day.
was a little bit embarassing.
NEVER have i behaved in such manner. NEVER.
haha. but it was funny how we manage to get over it.
2 hOT tempered heads whom are supper PLASTIC.
you can actually see it right through us.
Love or Flings? haha.
Thats out of the question.
More of friends. i cant see myself with him. but she can. he can.
but not us. haha. i think the fact that we are too playfull can be a little difficult to judge.
but yarh. definately for once im confused. haha
nvm! i still have them. when the time comes it will come.

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