Changed..
Friday, August 24, 2007 9:11 PM
singing: lady marmalade -the sallys
so did i tell you girls i tried to quit smoking.
haha. i succeded for 3 days..
den i had a very bad withdrawal syndrome..
my head was throbbing like nobody's businesss.
i lost apetite.. i've shrunk in size within days.
its not full anymore! imangine..!!! in like a few days sia!
so i brought a new pack to cure myself.
disappointing? sorry larh...
tak leh tahan sey...
i even had breakouts tau! damn bad please..
so yarh... this is bad sey.. super bad...
*sobs*sobs*
i cant believe im actually hooked to it.
play! i admit.. im hooked.. help anyone>???? haha
but its okay.. i have my school kids in the gang.. trying to quit..
1 quit. the other is like me. haha.. 2 girls struggiling... 2 boys just confused. haha.. what is happening sey.. aiyoyo... haiz..
I've forgiven u long time ago.
but the fact that its just to difficult to forget everything.
yes i admit its my ego.
but darling. the awkwardness is just there....
im rather amazed that you can pretend nothing happened between us.
its preety amazing. no matter how hard i try i guess its just different now.
yes. i admit. i've changed. but only to u. not to the rest.
im still me. just nisa. just ME.
I've never changed for a guy. and i wont change for a guy.
i've only change the way i treat you and im sorry.
thats the best i can do for now.