it breaks. it crashed. into small little bits.
i cant even talk to him properly now. what more facing him.
things just had to go wrong.
looking at him just made me fumed up.
so frustrated with myself that i could even tear.
but knowing me.
im going to get over it soon.
its just funny and amazing how you could just pretend nothing happened.
im sorry.. no matter how strong i may seem to be.
im only human afterall.
human enough to feel the pain.
FUCK!
i guess this is what happens.
When you play too much and get emotionally attached to the game.
Damn disapointed with myself.
to loose out in this game for the 1st time.
RECORD BREAKING.
*congratulations* SALUTES

thanx for making me not enjoy my night
thanx for screwing up everything
thanx for everything? haha
now i undeerstand what it means.
i was just dumb enough not wanting to know what it actually meant.
now everything clicks well in the picture. everything is clear.
crystal clear that you can see right through it.

So which means. im just the dumb bitch alive on this earth.
haha. but nevermind.
stop pretending to even care.
stop pretending to have fun
stop pretending to be nice.
im over the fact.
now im just pushing you away.
you wanna use the fwens whom you made through me.
go ahead.
you wanna use them as a weapon to pull me back just to push me down harder?
go ahead.
you're just one of them.
EASY COME EASY GO.

trust me. this is just one of the sad case senario that i actually got agitated.
haha.. dont worry. when i play the game. i make sure it goes my way.
i set my rules. i play my own game.
you wanna change it cause you thing u got the key?
hah. i'll just change the configurations and play it back at ya.

Now. now.
i don mean to be a sadist.
i dont mean to be mean.
being a bitch is who i am.
im not going to let you just make me fall just like that.
try harder. cause the game has just began.
im going to play it on you. and only on you.
*winx*
thanx love. thanx for making me stronger. appreciate it loads. =)
(nobody makes a bitch cry.NOBODY!)