He taught me a lesson today.

A huge lesson that I will never forget, at least I was there for him.
I’m glad that I was there for him. Even though it was difficult for him to let it all out, I’m glad that he manages to pour his heart out.
I never knew that side of him. The side of him that, nobody saw.
Not even his siblings which he is super close to. It knocks some sense into me that family is very important in someone’s life.

No matter how tough it maybe or no matter how bad the past maybe, I feel what he’s going through. The fact that he’s tired and worked out from work, the fact that he has to entertain some bitches problems and attitude. All mixed into one after bottling it all up for so long. The sense of insecurity confused all mixed up. I’m just sorry. Sorry I was just another burden to you.

I think love is a strong thing to exist in one’s life. It’s a gift that Allah gave to every human being, no matter which religion they are from.
You may say that love doesn’t exist in your life. Perhaps we are just oblivious to our surroundings.
So I guess we should never give up fighting for what we believe is ours.
But sometimes I think we should think for ourselves if it’s worth fighting for.
Is that person even worth your time?
That’s a question that we should ask ourselves sometimes. They say,

”If you love somebody let him go. If he returns it’s meant to be. If he doesn’t then the love wasn’t even yours to start with.”

Trust me. I’ve gone through this before. I experienced this for the first time in my whole entire 18 years of life.
The moment that I will treasure and the moment that made me realise somehow a little about love.
I thought that the phrase is just so cliché. But apparently it happened on me.
The fact that perhaps Cicak is going kill me if I say this, the fact that I think I’m falling for him.

I guess it’s pretty clear to me now. Not trying to be mushy or anything but I THINK he’s just might be there with me for quite some time I guess. i guess the attachment between us is just a little to strong. i dont know.
i've never been more comfortable around him then anyone else i know.
i dont know. but i think i like the way we are..
just like this.