Girlfriend is gonna hate me for this..

Ain,
i told him the truth.
he asked me, how u were and how you're coping.
i told him the truth.
im sorry but i just didnt want to beat around the bush with him
its not that im trying to stick my nossy ass into your personal life.
but since he asked me and wanted to know the truth.
I told him the truth.
Im sorry darling.
Im sorry if i have made it worst.
I just couldnt help but to slap some reality into him.
Im soo sorry darling.

My only One!
haha. you're soo silly.
How are you going to handle such a complicated story?
tell me?
running away from that person wont make it easier!
haha. tau takot ehk... haha
eh! i lost your lj add sia....
pass me please?

Running away with all my heart.
i dont know what i was running from.
I swear i dont.
running away to save my own life frantically
i have no idea why.
Then he caught me.
He caught me and i had no where to go.
Woke up in tears and full of sweat.
God! what's happening?

Perhapz im just thinking too much
perhaps im just too paranoid.

i just messed around with someone whom im not surpose to mess around with.
but then again like i said.
I dont mind losing this one compared to the other.