He's gone now.
at least thats what i choose to believe.
i asked for it.
why?
coz of my guilty consiousness..
Stupid bitch just had to have this sense of guilty conciousness that never happened to her before!

Im loosing it.
I dont want it to continue anymore.
im sorry love.
i just didnt know what else to do..

Promise me that you wont return.
Promise me this, "da ludah jgn jilat alik"

Promise me u'll hate me for life.
Promise me that i dont exist in ur life anymore.
Just take it as if im dead.
Please...

Im loosing it,
im soo sorry.

Loves i think i need to be alone awhile.
thanx alot!