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Sunday, October 21, 2007 7:42 PM
well the thing kept me thinking again...
im always stuck in this..
i suck at telling the truth huh?
haiz. finally told him the truth.
until everything came crashing back down.
i thought we ended the chapter.
but he always change the ending towards the very last min.
when u were about to move up the lift to another level, there's this
stupid people rushing in almost everytime.
that's how irritating it is.
The current one.
im just to tired to entertain him.
looking after him is like looking after a todler.
soo pampered yet so degil nak mampos!
penat u know. when u discipline a kid and it failed.
thats how i feel now.
im like taking a role of a mother,
which is annoying!
but the good part is.. at least he's fun.
Not possesive in any way...
i've got my freedom, just that i need to file a report everytime i go missing
but of course knowing me.. i dont!
coz certain people whom i go out with should remain classified.
haha. apparently im starting to accept the fact that i am available yet not.
haha. coz i think im just too tired to start the,
"hello! im nisa! u are?"
all over again.
i guess im gonna be stuck to him so quite sometime then.... =)
well i guss to the other fella..
im too tired now.
i cant afford to make the same mistake over and over again.
because of the fact that u cant forget what happened.
means that even if we open a new book there will still be this insecurity
and obstruction of trust in u...
i dun wanna end up like before...
having to waste my tears on what i thought was worth the fight.
Not that im not strong enough to go through it again...
its just that im tired. too tired to go through it over and over again.
The fact that i'll never forget the friendship, the bond, those days.
it was just too precious for me.. *smiles*
so!
sighhh.... *shrugs*
i guess its over then... BYE...!
*im a big girl.. and i dun cry...*
*smile*
