he KNOWS why i desperately want my i/c back
he KNOWS i dont trust him like crazy my
he KNOWS im so leaving him after i receive my i/c
he KNOWS i dont give 2 shits about him
he KNOWS i cant lie to myself anymore.
he KNOWS everything.
he's not dumb.
My fucking "boyfriend"is not dumb.

FUCK!
after this guy,
im gonna disappear.
im not gonna contact any of them anymore.
Not even him.
ESPECIALLY HIM.

Im tired of this game like how she's tired.
she's fighting a losing war.
at least she tried.
As for me?
Im just stupid enough to get myself involve in all this shits.