saw the picture...
It was soo preety, i almost went into tears.
Knowing me, i rather not show till i really cant handle it.
gawd i cant imagine it happening.
its just supper scary..
yes i know i shouldnt be saying this but i cant help it.
Im just human.. humane enough to feel...

The thought of it was just scary.
Now i understand why those dreams appear every night
I cant balme anyone for it.
not even them...
Humans make mistakes. its only natural.
at least know when we know about the mistakes hopefully
we dont repeat them.

Its difficult to ask someone to forget the past
without being in their shoes...
some people may have a different point of view.
But i guess some one told me a very interesting phrase.
he said this to me,

"if u keep lkin at ur past no matter hw u deny it,u cn never b able to move forward
take wat happen as an experience to make u grow up n c tinks in a diff manner" -extracted conversation on 19012008 @ 1.30am.

Sorry little one. Not that im not supporting the idea..
Im just worried that u'll end up getting hurt.
I think you dont deserve that kind of life in future.