The weekend was okay i guess.
Last friday went to east coast with him.
It was just different and weird. like seriously..
W E I R D was the word.
We talked about our past, like nobody's business.
i talked about my boys to him.
he's a better listener now. compared to how he was.
we were comfortable with each other.
but No worries. Nothing happened.

He told me what his sis said,
told endi about it.
i cant help it but either im stupid or he's just dumb
what his sis said was rather true and it made sense.
We start gazed and counted the brightest stars.
it was nice. but ya.
*shrugs*
i guess it shall remain the way it is.
until i can help him get over it again.
by going back to how it used to be.
I guess i shall do that. hmmz.

Saturday wanted to stay home, since we were
too lazy to club. was already on my way to
complete my homework until.
someone texted me to ask me to accompany him eat.
we ended up in town.
we had ayam bakar at lucky plaza, the sambal belachan was
super spicy! but it keeps u comming for more!
but after that, both our bodies started to get heaty!
which was of course supper annoying.
Its either us or the weather.
went to bugis to look for a shoe,
which i didnt get what i want.
got soo restless and went home.
apprently he and his friends had decided to club!
grrr..

Sunday which is of course today.
surprisingly i woke up at 11am on my own.
woke up with yaya's text.
meeting her later.
then it was a morning blue thingy.
turned to the other side of my bed missing those days.

Morning wishes and kisses.
How he used to irrritate me forcing me to wake up.
that face! upon looking i could just smile even when im pissed.
those annoying eyes which are just annoying
you just feel like punching his face.
BUt ouh wells.
Im just gonna forget about it.

Darling found a preety cute guy.
soo happy for her. well, he's cute and i shant poison u with all those
thoughts. like i said, its a win-win situation in either ways.
JUST know how to take care of yourself and yarh.
have fun. but not too much.
lets just wait and see what will happen next okay??
coz like i said, its too soon to be true.
But sometimes it can be true u know..
so its not so bad. =)

Another gf of mine. that darling.
im glad she's doing fine now.
just makesure u recover soon aitez. miss you babe.

My girls my girls.
im goona put u girls on my guest list for my birthday
which means! you better come!
will update u about it when i meet you guys again.
loves!

Mr nice guy,
the guy whom always gets bullied by me.
KENTAL UH! haha
so much for being 3 years older then me.
he was literaaly complaining to me about his bruise.
of which it was from me of course.
he was like,
"later i show u the blueback u gave me, pain u noe.."
when i saw it i was like,
oh my gawd.. not bad..
he said pinnching was gore what more biting.
he said its to extreme and over rated.
silly boy... haha.. okay not boy... guy! =p
haha.. da larh.. if you dont bully me often i'll consider
not attacking you again. haha.

Mr Past
Stop it. just stop it.
not that i have anything against you..
but what i think is that what your sis said was rather
true. not only she agrees to it, alomost everyone too.
Just forget about the past okay?
forget about it. i dun want you to be labelled as DUMB
or anything. Just forget it and move on la fuck!

Okay emotionally unstable now. mixed emotions.
I feel like i wanna puke now.
Major headache! fuck!
and i need to go study later. damn!
Periods are annoying.
they make u go crazy!

psst! pssst!
(can i cry out loud? i feel like it. its going to be a short one, i promise)