Eve of CNY
Thursday, February 07, 2008 5:00 PM
Vivo.
Lisa and hafiz.
gAME. was only the truth.
I lied they lied, we all lie sometimes.
It was a nice game.
Mt Faber.
Preety.
Wrong company.
went with shakir.
he's okay. but not to my likings.
ECP.
packed with foreigners.
too packed!
shakir.
Boring. it was awkward between us.
But at least we attempted to talk?
haha.
Apologies?
Ain! sorry i didnt know u werent inform.
i didnt plan it. im sorry.
he said? and i agreed.
Having a relationship is like baby sitting someone.
Having a relationship means u've gotta have time
and patience. If you dont. it wont work.
he asked, how come u are not attached?
I answered, okay maybe i should record my ans ad replay it
whenever ppl ask me the same question.. haha
anw, i answered,
"coz im not ready for commitments and im sick of the whole,
LETS get to know better routine..."
Mr texted me.
he said, "its never easy to see your loved ones with someone else"
he said, "Now i understand why those smiles and laughter of yours arent genuine"
he said, "Its okay, i know how it feels. we're on the same boat. i guess.."
I said, "I get what you mean."
I said, "Really? its still not genuine enough?"
I wanted to say, "What is genuine? no we are not on the same boat. yours in way more complex than mine. Trust me."
But i didnt. i didnt want him to feel worse.
me?
im ok. i guess..
Im no longer in that mood.
only sometimes though...u cant help it sometimes u know.
it just happpens.
Ive moved on.
Im sticking to my Principle for this year.
Unless i find "the right one"...
haha.. of which it will never happen.
The right one? haha. who are u kidding?
Im like only freaking 19 please!
hahaha.. okay soon to be 19..! =p
Okay.. readyy??
GO!