mY own sweet Escape.
Away from everything.
I just wanna be free from all this crap.
I did the craziest thing ever just now.
And for once it felt ouh supper damn sure about it.
Yes!

AND i told her to call him
help me call him, tell him i need to meet him.
tell him i need to apologies *tell him i miss him*
I can only move on after the guilt is no more.
Tell him i need it bad to move on.
Tell him i've had enough suffering for the shits that i did.
Tell him im SORRY.
im begging you..
*tears*

Copied all his pics on my fon.
Gonna print them out pocket size.
gawd.. i swear i miss him badly...
Looking at couples just made me sick.
Looking at them just....
just made the past rewind...
How i usually dun care about things. and now i do.
Its just sickening. it is.... And i haTE it!