FRIENDSTER HOROSCOPE..

"You are getting tighter with someone
who really gets you all-hot-and-bothered,
which is wonderful and exciting.
But things might be going too fast --
today you should turn down the heat a little bit.
Resist the urge to spend every minute with them or
to share too much about yourself.
It's more important than ever to retain your own individual identity.
Too many details could overwhelm them and create too much tension.
Don't worry -- cooling things off will only let this fun phase last longer.

i THINK ITS SOO TRUE ...
haha.. perhaps i should....
tHings are just moving too fast.
haiz.. i just dun wanna loose another nice guy fwen like him no more... =/

Anw!!!
GOSH!!! hahahha..
Im FREAKING excited!!!!
I freaking got to know a FREAKING cute guy sia!!!
hahahaha.. woah! he's australian mix malay- salonise..
22 . ORD-ed. previously from ACS international.
Taking Degree in Mechanical Engineering.
The looks. The height. The education!
BINGO!!! i finally found somthing along the lines...
something that ive been eye-ing on...
Things gonna go way better than this!
hahaha... alhamdulilllah....
finally.. patience really paid off....
Hahaha.. mom was right..
She always said,
"dont rush things, u'll eventually get what u want. yg lagi pandai yg lagi handsome. dun worry"
and she's true...
Im sure if i'll hold on slightly longer...
i might even get my dream guy...
WEEEE!!!!!!
I AM SOO LOVING MY LIFE NOW!!
*huge wide smile!*

No doubt i wont forget those moments we shared.
No doubt i will still remember those little silly fights and
the "TOGETHER AND APART" pat we had.
But things dont usually go the way we want things to happen.
Yes i used to perhaps not care at all about those little2 bitchy remarks nd comments
But, i think as a human being we all have feelings.
We tend to get emotional as we grow older.
And i wont deny that very fact.
Appreciate those days where u get to see me change.
but just seeing and not being able to adapt to it is quite sad in a way.
Yes i do admit parting apart from the usual 5 years clique is sad and tough.
But i cant possibly follow ur instructions like a dog.
How to react, how to this and how to that.
its all about trust. once i see that u dun even give a single trust upon me
despite those many2 years...
i dun see the purpose of the friendship going any further...
Friendship was all about trust babe.. once its stained to regain it..
It will take forever. or maybe even NEVER.
This doesnt only comes from me,
but its proven to be true... somehow or another.

gf told me that the girls are planning a trip to bangkok at the end of the year.
And i just had to lie.
Told them im going australia with my fwens in december.
Which is soo not happening i guess..
just so to assure them that im seriously no longer interested.
Told my dearest gf that im no longer gonna celebrate
any more upcoming bdaes or gathering.
Perhaps the bdaes will just chip in the sum that they deserve as a friend.
Too bad uh...
And yes! friends and i mean real friends do not...
or shall i put it are not calculative towards one another.
i understand that every time when theres gatherings and all...
most of us will be BROKE.
but i just dun understand why u ppl can be supper rich
when u're with ur so called loved ones.. aka boify.
I always put my girls before my boyfriends.
until this very day i realise.. its not worth the time.
Girls will always be selfish with their needs.
The no matter what will always piorities their boyfriends more.
Which was rather acceptable to understand.
haha..
ouh wells..

LET BY-GONES BE BY- GONES.
Move on CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
they WILL SURVIVE. no matter what!

CIAOZ!