Yesterday was a fantastic night!
the company, the excitment.
the dissapointment.
with Ain yaya boy and azman.
Those who made my day.

Wanted to burry myself yesterday but guess i didnt
With such a lovely bunch tp be with.
The firewerks were preety.
preetier than how it was when i was with dayah.
Again i found another group who could appreciate the firewerks.

dearest darling,
Not that i dont want u to be by my side.
Not that i refuse to tell u anything about me.
Its just that its not me.
my character the way i am.
i think i'd rather suffer alone and the only medium which i could
actually safely and comfortably express myself is thru blogging.
I just dunnoe how to express myself in person.
Ive forgiven him.
And ive tried forgiving myself. but apparently i just cant.
I just think i need something or someone to eradicate everything uh.
I suck!
haha.. i know.
*shrugs*

I love you babe! i seriously do.