Good to hear that you're happy again now love.
Update me aitez! i wanna hear everything about what happened.
it sounds interesting...
*excited* i wanna hear all about it okay?

well i miss having my boys around me.
I miss the fact that i used to have someone calling me Bie!
I miss having a sms scandal who calls me Bie and treats me like his gf,
eventhough me only met once.
I kinda miss his presence. but ouh well.. *shrugs*
i think im just bored uh.

I hate the system of getting to know boys.
I hate the whole ,"hello can i get to know u," routine.
Stop it can?
Im not interested unless u're close to what i want!

And ive been thinking about my past lately.
like wth?!
Actually i kinda feel silly uh.
i just couldnt see myself going back to how i was in the past.
A good sign? Maybe? Maybe Not?
haha.. does that mean that im gonna be more committed in the future?
haha.. NAH! I THINK NOT!
like many would say, Always keep your OPTIONS WIDE.
Dont stick to one unless you know that u're DEFINATELY gonna marry him.

kicked out the old ones.
i think im left with one more bugger to go and then im left with a couple of them.
like litterally less than 3?
All are strictly Friends and nothing more.
Whats with me attracting indianS????!
Like WHAT THE FUCK!
yes i know you're a mixture of malay..
but why INDIAN mix MalAYs????! gawd!
This is annoying. someone shoot me?!
hahahaha...
Im taking things easy in life.
I guess that period of time was just an emotional downturn due to my menses.
but no worries! im back to normal!
And i think i can handle it well!
But the fact that i cant sleep again now is irritating.

FUCK! PLEASE! I DONT WANNA GO THRU THE WHOLE PROCESS OF NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE A PEACEFUL NIGHT AGAIN!

pop those pills and go to sleep! =)