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Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:20 AM
To my dear girl,
Now i just realised that you're freaking heartbroken.
Stop lying to yourself, stop lying to me.
So all these while i've been pouring my heart out to you only to find out that you're suffering too.?
Come on, babe, you've been there for me.
Why can't i be your crying shoulders when you need one?
You told me to be stronger, i think you should too.
Somehow i feel like your story and mine are almost the same.
And yes, i still want my proper ending.
What i know from my own knowledge is that the more you want a closure, the more the guy would avoid you( like the mother fucker of mine for example).
And that's where i learn to let go.
Remember this, darling, to let go of someone, one must always learn to forgive( be it yourself or the other party ).
It's hard, but you just have to try.
Because if you fail to do that, it may hurt sometimes.
You'll end up living in denial. Everything about you is just pretense.
everytime i read this entry of yours..
all i did was to cry.
i dunnoe.. i guess it really hit me hard that i cant lie to myself much longer.
but the thing is... ive been lieing to myself soo much that i cant get out of it.
i swear...
But its okay.. i think im moving on fine.
tho i think the next r/s might be a rebound ( if i ever get into one)
but i'll definately appreciate them more.
