Well yes.. it did have an impact on me..
I guess im being pretentious too..
I think im trying too hard to entertain myself..
Honestly, i cant be bothered.
Its nice to play the game when u see ppl making a fool out of themselves.

ESPECIALLY those who thinks that u're naive and dumb and wadever.
haha... its actually quite fun to play pretend.
especially as a bimbo....
Den u can see all these humans try to play u out without knowing that they are the game actually.
sadistic? hmmz... not really.. i guess this is wad happens when u no longer could be bothered with the real thing.
and all you wanna do now is have fun...
coz my main motive was never boys to start off with this year.
To have them around and fill u with sweet nothings is fun sometimes.

Well darling ouh darling...
If u wanna hang on.. by all means go ahead...
if u think you wont be able to handle it for a long time,
trust me start letting go slowly. Of course not suddenly!
i just hope that u dun fall for him out of symphathy but coz u really like him.
:) i've had enough of being a heartbreaker... Its tiring.. i swear.

retired! and not gonna continue it anymore.
But my tittle as a lil baby bitch and baby slut will remain.
HEY! u gotta admit.. seeing ppl sucking up to u is rather fun per! haha..

Peace out!
love!love!