Im soo darn excited.
i swear when she called me, i was soo excited that i teared.
hearing that he's still alive is nice.
hearing his voice just made me smile my ass off.

GAWD! I REALLY MISSED THAT GUY.

Im gonna meet up with him this coming friday.
we're gonna sort things out.
Im soo freaking nervous..
I dun wanna screw it up. seriously.
I just want my story with him to end off properly.
i just wanted to apologies to him right from the bottom of my heart.
so that i can move on as per normal.
and lead a normal life.
Yet im scared that my ego will screw things up again.
Ouh please!
i dun wanna screw it up anymore.
i swear....