I'm starting to envy those people out there.
Like seriously.
It seriously does not help if it only works for 1 person.
as much as i tried.
i just cant make myself to do it.


Sometimes i wonder how could i even say something meaningful yet meaningless to me.
No intention to give you hope.
No intention to hurt you.
No doubt i love your company.
but i guess u need to face reality.
I just wont go for u.

I need to get out of the mess!
before things get too complex.
But i just don't know how to put it in Words.
I don't know how to break it up to u.
I don't want you to feel insulted in anyway.
BUT
only if we could just not get emotions involved.
*sigh*
You know what?
boy, I'm worried for u.
Seriously i am.



(this is when the song comes in handy...)