Life after a's.

Either im out with my gfs
or im at home rotting my ass off.
im just pure lazy to find a job
but i need one soon
i guess i cant be fussy anymore.
I need cash.
Super broke. like seriously SUPER broke!



Mom's birthday is on Sunday
ive got nothing at all yet.
one after another.
Things get screwed up.
i guess certain people just need to be aware
that they are actually depending on others for shelter.
and i believe they seriously need to use more of their heads.
and realise how to be thankful.
One after another the innocent one gets hurt due to some selfish faggots out there.
Not trying to insult anyone.
but seriously! i think the whole lot of us had enough of ur stinky attitude.
Given too much face!
they misuse the advantages given to them.
Its fucking annoying.
I seriously think he should not be allowed out into reality
and should just stay in the freaking room facing the 4 walls and his kind only.
FUCK IT!
iM so supper annoyed that this useless faggots are hurting my close ones.
I just feel like being a goo samaritans and call the police to just arrest him.
At least it puts everyone else in a peaceful state of mine.
Well she on the other hand should be able to understand tt its the only way it would benefit the rest of us.
But i guess she doesnt really give 2 shits abt the REST of us.
I refuse t even step into that house now.
i just REFUSE.
im begining to hate that particular one.
even more than ever.
but i just cant be bothered at the same time.
Haiz....



Darling Kia is having her time back together with her loved one.
which i could kinda see it coming a long time ago. =)
Darling love, is just in love with her boy.
i can see it.
no matter how she tries to deny the fact. *wink*
Whic is of course a SUPER GOOD thing.
My kIa has got a job for dec.
My other kia is MIA.
i wonder how she's doing.


My fon was silent the whole day.
which im trying to really get use to it.
I've been eating and been wanting to eat!
Ive cut down to 1-2 sticks of ciggerattes a day.
which is a hell of an improvement.
and im proud of myself.



Thats life after a's
not exciting. but rather interesting! =)
I need to get a better life SOON!