Nasrin.

and i met u after so long.
Ive always wanted to meet u.
BUt im sick of ALWAYS making the 1st move.
blame me for how i react.
but honestly im just disappointed with u.
U no longer bother, so why should i.
It doesnt matter now.
Seriously it doesnt matter.
1st christmas.
now Countdown.
i'll let u just be my 2008 past.
Have fun during new year.
For like i said, IT NO LONGER MATTER now.
Memories would always be kept.
Knowing me. i treasure every moment its just that i dont show it to u.
and i thankiu so much for that. honestly.
*smiles*

I just no longer feel like the mood to celebrate New YEar.
i just wanna have time alone and look forward for 2009.
hopefully it brings about better events.
hopefully it change me for the better.
hopefully my questions are fully answered.
and hopefully i can finally move on happily with my life.

and to that someone out there.
i pray for the best for u and only the best.

and to u...
i still remember those days when we fought.
i still remember us running out from school just to go grab a bite at macs
and rush back all the way in the school compound.
how we've always get away entering school only at 1.25pm.
and yes.. i remember.

but the thing is...
i cant help it why the "together and apart" girls never came across my mind.
despite us being together for close to 5 years.
maybe it hurt me soo bad that i SERIOUSLY moved out of the whole system.
wadever it is..
darling love, if u happen to contact them send them my best wishes for new year.