Shop~! shop! shop!

Shop till u drop!!!

Mom gave me my card.

And i splurge like nobody's business..

This time i went shopping and asked mom to use HER card instead.

wahahaha...

BESTNYER!

Shopping is FUN! FUN! FUN!

i LOIKE!!!..

To you my dear,

Falling for someone all over again is smtg not easy to even start of with.

And the fact that things can get really unpredictable can make things worse.

To me its all about putting ur mind and emotion into what you actually wanna achieve out of the situation.

The fact that Deep Down inside you know that u still have feelings for him and the fact that he knows..

It doesnt help to make things any simpler.

Boys will be boys darling.

They have the tendency to hurt u, be it intentionally or not.

The fact that you have to be strong in not wanting to fall hard for the 2nd time is not easy.

Trust me.

As much as u say u wanna get back on him, you really have to put ur emotions aside.

But darling, seriously, i think you shld stop trying to get back at him,

Maybe you should stop doing so.

Its just my opinion love, the fact that i dont want u to lie to urself

and i dun want you to regret what ever u are doing.

coz i know how it feels to regret doing smtg to someone i really care about.

I hope you wont think about it too much darl...

maybe he's just meant for the 2 of u to be friends again,

Just dont expect anything much out of it.

Even if ure trying to get back on him,

if it doesnt work or shit happens again,

just dont expect too much coming out of it.

Coz like i said, i dont want you to get hurt no more.

We are already growing older,

There are other boys out there way better than him.

Yes maybe he has his own uniqueness that u may not find in others.

But maybe u could try by opening up your feelings to other boys.

Even though they maybe assholes at many point of time,

i guess there are one of those few assholes who are actually nice.

Dont think about it too much k love?

Just stay focus in what you wanna achieve now and not so muh about seeking revenge.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

*muackz*