okay..

So today my mood went down to the max..
like seriously.
Its been going wildly crazy these days.

Firstly i wanna DEEPLY SINCERELY APOLOGISE
TO DEAREST GIRLFRIEND.
hehehe...
SORRY LA BABE... SALAH SPELLING!
i seriously dont know what i was thinking also.
sorry! sorry!

To my dearest Boy...
Im sorry for my attitude towards you..
I guess im still upset over the whole issue the fact that im still figuring out how to handle my
topsy-turvy future which is going down the drain now.
and i hate it...
I'll see you soon when im ready.


Emotionally unstable.
Mentally unstable.

Im going to need to do some soul searching i guess..
ahaks.
and no joke!
Tomorrow will be the 1st time im going for terawih in my entire 20 years of living in this world.
I wonder how its gonna be like.