And so in a few hours it will be 2010

lets round up 2009 shall we?

well, i must say, 2009 was quite a mundane year.

Its the worst year ive ever had so far.

well Here Goes...

2009 Was when i screwed up my future

by screwing up my A levels.

it was the very year that i befriended my so called best friend after him dumping our 3 years friendship for another girl.

It was the very year where i went genting and KL and it was a HELL of a ride.

THE VERY YEAR when i wont forget Ain's 1st moment of PURE drunkness.

That very year when i finally got together with my bestfriend

and was able to foresee diasasters upon the relationship.

It was also the year which i did something illegal with my loves

The year full of facades and lies

The very year when girls just wanna have fun.

The very year where boys were the main form of entertainment for us

and when we use them like a piece of rag.

It was also 2009 that,

I brought joy and happiness to some individuals

I brought hatred upon myself.

and with all that happened in 2009

Im Blessed with having these people around in my Life.

Despite all the hard times i gave them

Despite all the shits and bitchiness i was towards them.

I will always appreciate these people

For they are those very people who made me come to realise

That PEOPLE and Your so called "FRIENDS" will come and go

as and when they like.

And to those who make you seem like an OPTION instead of a priority

you can just FUCK them off and tell them this,

"I FUCKING DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU CAUSE I HAVE MY OWN LIFE"

There's always going to be 2 group of people that you can never put as an option in your life

1. FAMILY

2. Your BESTIE

and yes its you!

and i still remember the very 1st misunderstanding that we had.

haha.. you were so lousy. =p

*tears!*

look at how much we've grown babe!

haha

and i love you soo much!

*cheers!* to our 5 years of friendship!

And of course not to forget.

This boy here,

Who showed me:

The importance of appreciating what i have

The will to change for the better

The power of patience.

The Determination to achieve something despite being pulled down by the surroundings.

AND i thank you for that Love.